bleahz xp

2011-11-16T19:51:00.002+08:00

Today was quite a tiring day with the econs and chem paper 2 exams.

It's quite stupid that I was thinking that I had 3 hours to study for chem when I actually only had 1 hour 45 mins lol. Quite dumb.

And I only realised that at the last 15 mins?

So, recently, understanding the need for money, I had been thinking ways to earn money. But, earning online is pretty insecure, though I may really try out the sort out data thingy. Been enabling nuffnang to post ads on tumblr and my blog but I guess no paid campaigns came yet so I have to wait. Maybe 1 day I really forgot and years after I came back and realised I had a fortune from nuffnang lolol. I'm dreaming.

I was thinking of setting up a beauty blog just so that I can put adsense ads on it and if there's a lot of visitors, I probably would get a lot of money. Well, I'm kinda dreaming again-.-

Haha. It's not that it's impossible, it's just that it's hard and troublesome. From sourcing a domain name, editing the layout, making icons and banners etc to sourcing impt and interesting information and hair and skin care and some things that I can't do, like tutorials and stuff.

I'm really not attracted by troubles, I practically dislike them. I mean they are troublesome lol. I'm not like some hardworking freak that is not afraid of troubles.

Plus, I don't have the capital, the reserves to buy a lot of products and review them. So I think this would be a viable long term project. So it will only be on the right(better) track when I get an income (like during the holidays)

I would want to get a good paying job like those office jobs. But again, it will be troublesome to search :/

I just have to see.

But now, it's just in the midst of A levels and towards the end of it so.. I kinda still have time to think through things about my career, about my future.

Right after my A levels, it's my taiwan trip with my mom and I hope I will gain many useful knowledge and experiences. It would be great if there will be some inspirations during the trip. I certainly look forward to it :)

That's it for today :)

2011-11-14T21:27:00.003+08:00

Seriously pissed off tonight. It's family problem again. It's like a zillonth time already. I can't stand it everytime..

为什么什么东西都指责我先？尤其是那些不关我的事的东西。那他呢？你们就那么偏心？呵呵对啊，他是你的儿子呢。那我呢？

你们不要在解释了.你们太现实了。

如果弟弟拿了我的钱，我会告诉你们，你们不需要这样盯在我的钱。

呵呵你们要拿回我已经少的可怜的钱帮我"保管"吗？

保管后，那钱我在也拿不回来了。

弟弟也没有像你们想的那么不堪。

威胁我？我真的很讨厌被人威胁我！我不会受到任何威胁！我不会受制于人！

而且，你没有资格！

你们真可笑，很讽刺，很像跳梁小丑。

只有自己得到的东西才是你的。其他的屁都不是。即使是父母给的也不是！

今天，我深刻的体会到了。

所以我会努力，努力学到需要的本领，努力找办法赚钱，得到我要的东西。这样，我再也不会受制于人。

So this long holiday main aim is to learn new things that I like, and work! :)\

I like sung jong! He's so cute :) Love the way he dance and talks haha.

Nites and sweet dreams :)

2011-11-13T20:14:00.002+08:00

It's now in the midst of A levels. I have no idea how well I will do well.
I've just came to realise that I don't want this route. I don't want to take A level. It's not something that I want to do. I want something more interesting, more fulfilling and more practical..

I guess I would be more suited to be in contact with the nature. But I don't have a choice now. I just have to take A level and retake if I don't get good results or take SAT exams if not I don't get a "good" career.. PERIOD! Ya whatever, that's how the world works you know.. Just live with it, as we all say it. But, it's not something I look forward to.

I will use this holiday after A's to find my interest. Hopefully, I would find it.

Good luck for A level peeps :)

2011-10-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

《情绵纠缠》

初见时我们都是路人

谁也没在意谁更没有想到

这辈子的情缠

看见你眸里的温柔那纯粹的爱恋

我深深地陷进那无法摆脱的情网

在也无法自拨

那温柔那情意那份相恋

让我感到未有的温暖和心动

像一道光照亮了黑暗的世界

给予我希望与力量

前世的500次回眸才换来今生的一次擦肩而过

那渺少的机会我不愿失去

前世今生我们都要在一起

生生世世的情绵纠缠

前世今生的情链谁也断不了

这份爱我不会退缩不会放弃

一生一世一双人绝不后悔

小气也罢自私也罢我只想珍惜

那是我给你独特的爱

请不要放手

前世的500次回眸才换来今生的一次擦肩而过

那渺少的机会我不愿失去

前世今生我们都要在一起

生生世世的情绵纠缠

前世今生的情链谁也断不了

（独制歌词）

2011-05-08T15:44:00.002+08:00

Though i said that i will not blog here anymore, but nvm i shall :P

i think i type more on this blog than my tumblr, my tumblr are mostly pics. i really love my tumblr! yayy whee! haha.

this year is horrible, keep falling sick ): horribly sick haiz. and its pretty much stress. been studying hard for the past one wk cuz of retests but im quite positive that i will pass those retests. all that is left is my hmwk! :/

Main highlight of the yr: Angel has been (and is still) sick for a few months! longest ever in history!! LOLOL

thats all i want to say :P

For those who want to visit my tumblr, its www.thatbittersweetness.tumblr.com

feel free to visit! :D

2010-12-17T22:42:00.002+08:00

hihi (to whoever who is reading my blog)

i'm going to switch to tumblr haha. it seems easier to update and nat is asking me to go tumblr(so that i can follow her which is =_=") ... right? haha. well i love her (nat happy?) hehe.

for those interested in viewing my tumblr,pls visit

www.thatbittersweetness.tumblr.com

bye peeps :)

2010-12-10T22:01:00.002+08:00

hi again :) i was really bored so here i am,blogging :) haha

hmm had a great time with nat :) haha. went to orchard for tako and marche in 313 somerset for some delicious food :) haha.. though its really tiring.

checked my results,got promoted. and my dear mom didnt expect me to get promoted-.- zzz

there is, IS, gp hol assignment zzz. sian lars.

dont feel like blogging now. haha got hooked on some videos :P

bye bye :)

2010-11-24T16:22:00.001+08:00

I MISS U ): haiz. next fiona is flying off to india alr ): for 3 wks omg. haiz. going to miss her a lot ):

i'm hungry..

i'm bored.. thats why i'm blogging haha

need to study the stupid physics.. zzz

hopefully i can pass sup paper.

and that i will promote.. pls pls *_*

how ar.. to focus.. idk leh..

i think i should go dig out chocolate and eat or what

very hungry leh

the more i think abt it the hungrier i get x_x

zzz

i go eat chocolate then study bahs =A=

haha ciaos ppl :)

PS idk who's still reading my blog lars but.. whatever :P

2010-11-22T19:48:00.003+08:00

HI again! :):)

since i last posted, a lot of stuff has happened.

firstly, to N: if u dont want to clear up this misunderstanding, i have nothing to say, nothing to regret, the little thing i might regret is that: why didnt we clear this up? too troublesome?too tiring? or we both dont have the courage to face each other and talk it out, or you dont have faith in our friendship anymore.

in whichever case, since u dont reply or whatsoever, i treat it as u have no interest in such stuff. so byebye, its over, our friendship.

secondly, i had a thrilling and memorable experience on the last weekend :D will really remember it haha. its great :D

thirdly, i miss u ): though u just left today. haha and zhi yong never come to sch today ): so much for my entertainment ):

fourthly, i went to see doctor today, just want to pon econs,ccm and esp squash! my reason to the teacher is gastric, i really had a bit of gastric lars.but after a while dont have alr. haha shssshhh ;P waited at the polyclinic for like 4 hours-.- zzz when i see the doctor, i told him i got headache for the past few days, which is true k. then he checked my blood pressure(i dont like!!! so horrible!!yucks i dont want to do it again), shine light into my eyes and asked me to follow his fingers without moving my head, and ask me how many fingers i see-.- apparently, i'm pretty well :) so that concludes my second visit to the doc this yr :)

lastly, i NEED, REALLY NEED to study Physics!! so much for procrastinating. i'm going to study now. ciaos :)

2010-11-18T18:35:00.003+08:00

HI THERE AGAIN :) my promos are looonggg gone over ( :D:D happy happy) so i'm in HOLIDAY mood alr!! haha. I HAVE PASSED MY PROMOS!!

BUTT BUT BUT!!!

i need to take phy sup paper!! DAMN IT!! LIKE SERIOUSLY. haiz. its on thurs. i have to study ): i'm like on a drama marathon alr. first it was my gf is a gumiho, then playful kiss, then 1% of anything then, sunkyunkwan scandal, then now is 下一站，幸福。

all damn nice, except for playful kiss.. that one.. so-so lars. haha

the ESP students are going japan trip from 22/11 to 29/11. and some idiot is going to drama camp from 19 to 20-.- anyway, buy sth for me k :) haha

ok lets go into some solemn stuff.

firstly, my grandma passed away at 2.15 today. that time, i was at SOMEBODY's facebook, thinking abt sth, reading the facebook comments, over and over again. its is really a pain in the ass, making me having a headache. seriously.

it really intrigues me, time after time, how amazing it is, to have things u dont know, happening to different ppl, with u having no knowledge of. like lets say, u are happy now, but someone at another place, is having a hard time, sth u cannot imagine. u get what i mean lars, right.

my father called me, to tell me the news at 5 plus, u cant imagine how shocked i was. after shock, i felt sad. really, as the fact sort of sunk in, i feel more sad. i cant help it. grandma, though i'm not close to u, but idk why, i still feel sad. its like i cant accept this fact.

i guess, blood is really thicker than water.

SORRY NAT, I MADE U WORRY, REALLY SORRY AND THANKS. SARANGHEYO!! :D

but, as i think abt it.. i think, its really a blessing to my grandma to go to heaven. she can get rid of all these HORRIBLE pains and sufferings. to have that on her, its really unbearable.secondly, she can meet my grandpa in heaven, i really hope she went to heaven. Please Lord, take good care of her.

the second horrible issue is a horrible guy, lets use his initial, N. i went for I&E activity on mon. this recent one. i come to know a friend, from N's class. she told me that during the block test period, u tell her that i've asked you to be my boyfriend. do u know how ridiculous that sounds to me? u know i was like, are u sure? i was shocked, angry, disappointed, humiliated( iguess). do u know how much of an impact it has been on me?

u have no idea.

it was before those 409 guys i expect. since she asked when u are talking abt me to them.

u know, this is the business of 2 ppl, its their privacy. if u share it with ur close friends, fine. but u shared it with a lot of ppl, and even twisted the facts. my dear N, when had i asked u to be my boyfriend?

thats IMPOSSIBLE!!

i asked u yest when u msn me, abt the disgusting rumors u have spread abt me. abt how i was an idiot, to have not think that u would do this. that u are not a jerk, at least to not this extent. u have no idea how fed up and sad i was.

but u misunderstood. u thought that its cuz u tell ppl that i got a boyfriend. as long as u dont say more than that, i'm fine with it, since i can accept that u are just fooling around, nothing much. but U, u think that was what i was talking abt and get angry.

then Block me. why are u angry when u did such a thing to me? and even post on msn? at least, listen to what i have to say first then conclude.

whatever lars. u know how much i have stared at ur fb? thinking through abt what should i do abt this? do u know how much it IMPACT me?

i want to at least solve this misunderstanding. at least, it wont be sth i'll regret when i look back into the memories with u. do u understand? i really wish u will read this post. though its highly impossible now.

but if u have no intention to clear this misunderstanding and carry on like this, i really have nothing to say. i've tried my best. i can only say good bye to u my friend. i will not look back into it anymore.

tell me when u want to clear it, if not bye bye.

anyway thats what i have for today. quite long huh haha.

byes ppl :)

2010-10-16T18:43:00.003+08:00

HIHI here again :D

my promos can be considered over.. but its all freaking SCREWED UP. zzz i think i will retain.though it havent really set in just yet.and nat tells me that she dont think i will retain.i dont know,seriously.I was damn depressed abt promos that i was super sad yest,no mood to surf the net. This is super weird and surprising for me. Luckily i found some mood back while i'm reading some incomplete xiao shuo. why is it incomplete ): i guessed that i have officially lost my appetite cuz of promos! sucks man.

Supposedly,i need to study chem like now and the whole of today.but i practically slack the whole day. haha gg man. my chem T_T can i even pass u and physics?i seriously need a MIRACLE haiz. I WANT TO PROMOTE!! sian ttm. idk lars now i feel like using 'fml' i never like vulgarity,but i find myself getting more and more vulgar though i dont say f word,zword and the other more vulgar words.

Oh,i really thinks that my mom sucks! like seriously. she's like so horrible! Fussing around like she's always the right one.and making a fuss out of a molehill and make it into a big big mountain.kept screaming abt that i start screaming at the top of my lungs at her. ahem, my throat hurts from it lar. STOP ACCUSING ME BASELESSLY DAMN U!

ok.i shall stop and chill,then study chem :)

PS my birthday is coming but i dont feel excited abt it,i dont think i need pressies or a birthday cake. no intention of getting a cake.to me,birthday is just a normal day.well,at least i'm proceeding to that mindset.

grandma,i'm not close to u,but i still hope that u can go to heaven painless :D pls Lord,grant me this wish.

I think i have to really go study now and not get distracted for the rest of the night.(Y)

bye peeps :D

2010-09-18T22:31:00.003+08:00

HIHI!! :)

hahas. i practically SLACKED the whole day today cuz Someone kept procastinate abt doing physics today.(zzz lars ) so never do anything productive ): BUT it was fun :) we did not spend time like this for quite long? haha. some 'accident' caused by me Accidentally today lol. so sorry ;x but i think u wont 断子绝孙 lars. erms if yes i laugh? haha no lars. really super guilty ( not really now haha) be honoured u are the second guy who got accidentally kicked by me lehh ;) lol the first was my father when i slept with him when i was young hehe

haiz! now, in order for me to make up for my super unproductive day, i'm going to finish 3/4 of my COE tutorial tonight ): zzz PHYSICS, WHY ARE U SO UNAPPEALLING?!?! GO DIE LARS U )): After my A levels, i am SO GONNA TO BURN U!!

hahas thats all for today and nites ppl ^_^

~start and end with a happy note :):) ~

2010-09-07T22:02:00.002+08:00

u dont know how sad i was. nobody knows. sad is an understatement.

i'm dwelling in sadness? haha. thanks all of u who made me feel this way. who allows me to fall to this pit of sadness.

2010-09-07T19:57:00.003+08:00

you brought my mood down,down to the drain. i dont want to hear u shoot me. maybe i was really bad to my mom, but i got my deserved beatings and scoldings. and when i saw u online, i was happy and talked to u. but then, u raised this matter. u talked abt how overboard i am. as selfish as i was, as stubborn as i was, i dont want u to side with her.i know u was just suggesting and hope that our relationship will be better, but then at this point of time i couldnt appreciate it. fine i was in the wrong, but i dont want to admit. i dont want to talk this with u. maybe tmrw when i see u i wouldnt be so happy. hopefully no. i say "anything" is rude? but what i was thinking is actually ruder. but i dont want to express that to u. thats why i say anything. and i said that cuz i'm just very tired of this topic, i dont want to continue it anymore. to end this convo, i put oh ok sure with a :) so that u would be convinced that i'm ok. but no, actually no. i'm feeling much worse than that.

i guess that i'm just too stubborn and useless.

dont think that i dont think, cuz if i dont, i would speak ruder stuff to u.

whatever.i'm worn out. i dont want to argue with anybody anymore.

its like what natalie say, to argue your point even when u are hit is worth it. its probably cuz u never felt this way before, thats why u dont understand it.

probably its cuz, u have a happier family than me. isnt that good. sincerely happy for u. but as for me now, i think i just need to quieten down and clear my mind. and forget abt this.

Lord, i'm sorry that i have drifted further and further away from u, i'm sorry for doing things i'm not supposed to. i'm sorry for not treasuring things and ppl around me, sorry for not able to see properly, sorry for succumbing to the temptations. Sorry sorry for everything and thank you for everything You have done for me. Lord, please please help me to be closer to You, and help me in my thinking,my judgements, my relationships with people around me, my moods. Please help to think from other perspectives, help to calm me, to relieve my stress, to comfort me, and bring all my worries and sadness with You Lord. Now, i feel very sad. Heal me, Lord. Help me to persevere and study hard for promos.

I Love You,my Lord. :)

2010-09-04T23:08:00.003+08:00

bloody asshole! how great are u? are u? no. and u got a stupid and lousy attitude.dont show off to your friends abt it cuz its not good at all. u think its good?how foolish can u be? u are narrow-minded enough to switch off the broadband without anyone telling u to do so in revenge to wat i did to u yest when mom ask me to do so. but the problem here is, i helped mom to switch off the broadband,i'm just obeying that.is it wrong? and today u did that cuz u wanted revenge. great. i seriously hate ur attitude,ur character.

u are such a lousy person. u know i can easily write a book on ur horrible points. PLS THINK ABT HOW STUPID U ARE ACTING AND HOW CHILDISH ARE U. PLS DONT SHOW OFF ABT UNNECCESSARY THINGS TO UR FRIENDS. and lastly, ANY GIRL WHO FALL IN LOVE WITH U IS SUPER DUPER UNLUCKY. PLS 反省！！DUMBASS

2010-09-03T22:08:00.002+08:00

HIHI :) HAHAS

oOo i got back my report slip for term 3 and unlike my term 1 my tutor's comments were better -.-

hmm why bother to stay at home when i am just going to get scolded non stop for everything?

i use the same phrase as my brother and father,but she only hit me.ha great.

if i dont stay at home,i dont use the com, the electricity bills will be lesser and u will be happier right?i'm just thinking that since i kept going out,and today my brother went out,it will be nice if i dont go out. but it doesnt seem to be the case.

even if i grow older,such things will happen.are u going to limit my movements forever?

pls reflect on your actions cuz u did the same things before and that was fair to u but is it fair to me?pls think! arent u brainless? seriously, if u need entertainment,pls go find ur friend.

i dont understand why u complain abt your friend but still be with her? or is it cuz birds of the feathers flock tgt?

dont scold me and slap me cuz u claim that i have set a bad example for my brother,because its he who does that. u havent realised that he watched movies all day long since last yr and i have watched less then 4? and u dont see how mild my temper is and how hot tempered he is? pls have some common sense and see properly. how understanding are u towards us? indeed i have gone out all day long,but i have not done anything wrong. if i'm not wrong,u does that too in your sch yrs, pls. its just natural for friends to hang out and chill together. u expect me to stay at home all day long,without contributing to the electricity bills? do u know what that means? do not use the com do not use watch the tv do not listen to the radio ( but u listen to it all day long,why dont we dont use the entertainment means at home at all isnt that a great idea?) u expect me to study all day long and help u do housework all day long? firstly,when i do hmwk and study all day long,your dear husband will force me to watch tv,so how money saving and electricity saving is that? think pls!! but then u cant do anything to oppose him if not it will end up in a quarrel and then what happens? u will glare,hit and scold me. so what do u want me to do? you would also want me to not study all day long,let say i have done all the housework what else would u ask me to do?

Secondly, when i help u to do housework all day long, what are u going to do? sleep then wake up to watch tv,then call ur friend and talk then go to her house or what. is that energy saving?the thing is i respected ur decision since i cant object to anything else can i? i dont have the ability.

so next time before u say anything or do anything pls think.i dont need ur crap nonsense. i will study when i feel like it.

You know, now i feel like asking u to enroll into that course and u will study and realise what kind of workload of hmwk i have and the projects and the demand of it. arent u missing that workload for a few decades alr? now its back with more. i want to see your realisation and your "sufferings" that comes along with it,my dear mother. i eargerly awaits. then shall you realised what we are experiencing.

ciaos then

2010-09-02T22:20:00.003+08:00

haha long time never blog alr lols.too lazy :P

hmm sch is okk with overflowing hmwk and poor time management ): had been wasting the past few hours doing nothing haiz zzz.

i REALLY REALLY hope i can pass promos omg! haiz. yay yay!! one week breakkk!!! hahaha! but it is equivalent to mugging for one whole week omg -_- but obviously i wont do that :P hahas that is FAR too boring :P hehe

u know i really dont know what had happened to u.. why do u feel so sian-ed? ): are u sick?but u say u arent.. so whats the reason? is it me?hmm idk lehh hahas^_^ somehow i feel funny lols.hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm (spam~~!!hahas! too freaking bored alr-_-") lols.

i think i really need to start motivating + psycho-ing myself to study.. but thats not really going to work now haha.
waaahh!! i must pass my maths retest + econs test!! omg ): cannot fail pls! econs test.. zzz why ms kwok must say that its commendable? i dont want to disappoint her with my econs results lehh skali i fail lors.barely study for it lars zzz. super gg. OH I PASSED MY PHYSICS LECTURE TEST!!HAHAHA! Like finally!! :):):) lol

i really want to catch up with u but is the gap too big and me too distracted?lols.

i want to go china plus hong kong in december!! :):) hahaha! going to shop like crazy there :) (mom pls alloww haha dont worry i will psycho u one ^_^") yippeeee~~!! hahahas!

i miss and love 409 :) hahas

yay colourful post!! :) LOL

2010-06-05T12:28:00.001+08:00

2010-05-08T17:50:00.004+08:00

is it really my fault?am i too carried away and being inconsiderate?
you seldom,more like never get piss off with me.even if i tried to.then why today...?
i only said a few words.
i really dont know how to react.i dont know how to reply.dont know what to do.
say sorry?but why am i hesitant abt it?
why is it like this?
i dont know.
is it because you treat me too nice?that make me like this?
should i just go ahead and apologize?will everything resolve?but then what if it does?will it be awkward?i dont know.
I'M SORRY.
are you so piss off with me that you only reply 2 or 1 words?so what will happen next?
are you going to ignore me?are you going to hate me?
i guess sorry cant resolve anything huh.
will everything ends?
even if it does,i'll be alright.
its my fault.i didnt meant it to be a serious comment.
one more word and that's it?
is it?
you wont regret?
i didnt know thats shallow(literal meaning,opp of deep) your love is.
have i chose wrong?
i'll respect the decisions you make

2010-05-04T20:47:00.001+08:00

HEY HUI YEE!

this is for you ;D

hahas! you know,i just went to your blog,and its nice, i really mean it, to read your latest post,abt courage.thanks man.though its not for me, but it makes me feel a bit better, seriously.i am very sad and angry today.. thanks man! love ya lots!!

2010-05-04T20:04:00.003+08:00

hi i havent blog for a long time..

lots of things happen this yr,happy,sad,angry..lots.

today,very sad..cuz of maths test..i failed cuz of careless..feel like banging the wall..

plus, what you said, reminds me of what my father always said, and it made me sad again..after the feeling sort of disappear..

then it got worse..cuz of the subsequent convo and too much thinking of my part.

i've troubled you too much, vent the sadness and anger upon you when its not your fault.i should stop doing tat huh..its being mean and unfair to you. so i shall keep the sadness to myself for the rest of today..

why do i have so many careless mistakes?when will i ever stop making them?

i just got a call from my father,haha,it just make me emotionless, expressionless. somehow, beyond sadness.

why do this kind of things keep happening this year?ha, i have no idea.

as much as i want to complain to you,i shouldnt cuz its really messy, complicated and frustrating,and there's no reason to expose you to this kind of stuff and concern yourself with them or to hear me complain abt them. that would be too selfish of me.

for the past 2 hours, i have been fb-ing,chatting and not doing my work, still emo-ing i wish i will stop since that wouldnt help in anything. i have to start plannig my time and go according to it,if not i will surely flunk this yr's exams and tests.

i dont knw what will happen to me from now on, hopefully it wont get any worse.

2010-03-05T23:44:00.006+08:00

HI HI! HAHAS!!
NEVER UPDATE FOR A LONG TIME XD TOO LAZY..LOLS!BUT I JUST WENT BLOG HOPPING SO.. GOT SOMEHOW INFLUENCE TO BLOG XD TYPING IN CAPS TODAY, NOTHING MUCH,JUST FEEL LIKE IT ;D HAHAS IDK WHY TOO ^^

I HAD BEEN PRETTY BUSY THIS FEW DAYS, SLEEPING ONLY A FEW HOURS, RECORD: 2HRS 15 MINS LOLS ITS LIKE JUST STARTED SCH, THEN ALL THE PROJECTS,HMWK START PILING UP..NOT TO MENTION, I HAVE A STUPID IDIOTIC MATHS TEACHER THAT DONT KNOW HOW TO TEACH! MIGHT AS WELL STUDY THE LECTURE NOTES ON YOUR OWN LORS..HAHAS. THE GP TEACHER IS INTERESTING.XD

HMM.. I'M GETTING ADAPTED TO MY CTG LERS BUT THERE ARE STILL SOME PPL I DONT REALLY LIKE.. CUZ OF ATTITUDE AND ALL. HAHAS IT DOESNT REALLY MATTER UNLESS THEY START TO DO STH I DONT LIKE.

SOMEHOW, IN THIS SCH, I GOT CLOSER TO THE GIRLS THAN GUYS THEN LATER IS CLOSER TO GUYS THAN GIRLS(I DONT KNOW WHY..LOLS.) THEN THIS FEW DAYS IT SORTA BALANCE OUT.

ACTUALLY A LOT OF STUFF HAPPENED THIS YEAR..SERIOUSLY..FROM START TO NOW.

I REALLY HOPE I WONT RETAIN MAN.. REALLY SCARED FOR MY MATHS..CANT CATCH UP SIA.. HAVE TO PRACTICE AND PRACTICE..SIAN LORS.. TMRW GOING TO BUY SQUASH RACKET AND SHOES HAHAS.CUZ I'M IN SQUASH. 2 DAYS SQUASH 2 DAYS PE = 4 DAYS OF PT ( AT LEAST 3 or 4 ROUNDS EACH DAY AND SOME OTHER STUFF) I'M LIKE WTH..? OMG. HAIZ.. I ONLY LIKE HITTING THE SQUASH BALL HAHAS! XDD AFTER THAT THEN GO YISHUN LIBRARY DO MATHS WITH MY FRIEND.. I CANT STUDY AT HOME LORS.. HOPEFULLY GOT TABLE..HAHAS

PPL KEEP ASKING IF WE TGT A NOT BUT ACTUALLY, WE ARE NOT! SERIOUSLY. WE ARE JUST GOOD FRIENDS HAHAS.
HMM..LIKE NOTHING MUCH LER LEH...HAHAS. BUAIS XD

2010-02-16T23:35:00.002+08:00

hahas! i'm back XD after such a long long time.. wanted to update but too lazy XP as always.

the chalet and orientation were fun!! i really really enjoyed them ;D i miss 409 >,< seriously..

i made new friends but somehow i prefer 409 then some of the new friends..haiz..oh well. i just have to adapt well enough.;D

i'm in jakarta now.. returning to sg tmrw..its like i'm getting fatter by each passing day in jakarta. cuz the food is good XDD

hahas...i dont feel like typing a long one..so buais!!hahas!

2009-09-03T20:29:00.004+08:00

hi! actually wanted to update yesterday cuz i am still amused by it from tuesday night to yesterday .hahas..i shall recount the conversation..

me:eh i ask you ah.. can you accept a jie di lian?

him:why the sudden question?

me: nothing lars.just asking only. cuz i read some xiao shuos then inside got jie di lian. so, can you accept?

~pause for a long time...~

him: have you taken a liking to a younger guy?

me: no way! cannot accept it. don't anyhow think lars.

him: cannot help it.

me:so?

him: hmm.. if its you, i dont mind.

~then we switched subject.. but then..~

him: can lend me your novels?

me: u mean xiao shuos?! cannot lars. i read online de and borrow some from library.

him:oh ok.

~then...~

him: i bought a few lers , those with nice descriptions.(i was like .. omg! u bought it? a guy reading ai qing xiao shuo?笑死我了！）

me: u bought it?! from pop ar?(i thought of that since he's at amk library so go pop is the closest place u can buy it from..)
him: ya. duh.
i was like thinking, wow! just one question could make him think and go and buy! waste money. its amusing. hahas..

then today, i saw a loanshark on bus.sitting next to me.. talking on the phone, abt interest rates, 划不划算..comparing this and that.. on the whole its all abt money.. all the uncouth language and the tatoos on his arms..*disgusted* he wore 3 gold rings somemore.(should be quite rich right somemore he's a loanshark) furthermore, he look a bit like mr dan.. the face shape and eyes. i was a bit shocked when i saw him. wore the same kind of pants too.. hahas.. i think his lips got put lipstick or something.. look soo..

anyway its interesting^^ never thought i would 遇到这种事。。

ok .. thats all for today! see ya!

2009-09-01T14:54:00.002+08:00

hi i'm back. thought i wont be posting initially.. but then too bored.. hehe.

hmm what to say? i'll just summarised the recent happenings.

1.daisy got cancer. i was surprised and sad.wonder how's she now. poor thing. my father havent bring me to go see her. DX haiz.

2.i wanted a samsung mp3 YP-p3 and my father agreed. but, cuz my brother says its not fair, and says that he wants a handphone.but my mother wont allow him to get a sim card so also no use. so in the end, my father says that ' 两个都不要买!' cuz in the end he will be sandwiched in the middle. i was very sad when i heard this cuz i really really want it( and also quite determined to get it too) . this happened on last sunday. today, my mother complained to my father that i purposely make him pay an extra baggage fee($25 ) for online booking of air tickets cuz i ‘不甘心’ which is far from what i did. it was really an accident. then my mother said to my father that '你每次都宠新蕙,什么东西都叫弟弟做' which is not true. i did my fair share of work whether it is massaging or helping my father at work. no i should say i did more than me brother.the part whereby my father spoiled me more than my brother is that i dont get scolded and beaten as much as my brother got when i did something wrong.so in the end what my mother is trying to tell him is that my brother deserve a handphone. which is contradicting cuz she dont want him to call or whatsoever, if the bill 'bao' then she will be blaming my father for buying it for him, which will definitely happen. so i'm thinking that my mother '真的有我的弟的心' to 为了他而跟我老爸吵架。and then say that we(my brother and i) were the cause of it. when its her. =.=forget it lors. i'll buy the mp3 on my own when i got the money. so that i wont get my father in trouble.XD 所以说我想通了。:D

3. my cousin is coming to singapore on the 18 or 19 of sep ! hahas. but by that time the sch hols have alr finished.and his had just started.

4. and 1 last thing. yesterday.. 丢脸丢到家了啦！！真是的！DX luckily brandon was in hub.. thankz brandon! if not we die lers!.

thats all for today!
gonna do maths@.@

2009-05-15T21:35:00.003+08:00

exams are finally over! but.. i feel weird using the com.. today i went to watch x-men with tri and met up with amira afterwards XD hahas..

but i'm not tat happy now.. haiz..

there's something i need to tell you.. i already told you some but you dont listen.. i dont think you will even get this message bahs since you dont even want to admit it.. people around you know but you just cant accept your imperfections.. why not? there's no perfect people around the world..okayy.. if you want to be near-perfection, then shouldnt you accept your flaws and try to overcome it??and what is done is done, dont go around blaming people even though you are at wrong or you are partially wrong only and say "zhao zhi dao". no cure.. u cant turn back time but u can make it better cant you?

and you(erms another person) u wont read my blog so ya.. guess u wont know this.. do u know u have a nasty temper? and that you just.. dont do anything abt it? are you going to the wrong pathway in the future?? be a gangster or something? whats wrong with you? do you cherish your family a not? i'm really worried although i thought its a silly thing to do..since i was always complaining about you, saying how rotten u are and stuff..how i wish tat.. you would change..

haiz.. why am i involved with such ppl??i wish that both of you would change! ^^

haiz.. going to play some games and cheer up !! =D you cant spend your life worrying and be sad right?? ;D that will be reaal sad! see ya!

2009-02-09T21:17:00.002+08:00

hi!i didnt blog for a long time! hahas.. i dont really know wat to blog abt.. and my com is seriously lagging DX .. erms.. one thing is tat daisy is given away..T_T but she's happy-go-lucky as always, dumb dumb de but very cute >< .. tat new owner likes her very much.. hahas.. she still recognise me! tat's wat i'm really happy i thought she wont remember me lers.. she totally ignored my mom and she dont really care abt my father and brother hahas.. well my mom deserved it =P who call her to object to daisy staying with us..

recently, i have been like mugging and mugging especially last wk where we got so many tests.. haiz.. this is seriously boring..CNY also very boring..

last weekend, i didnt really study instead i watch dvds( until i got headache =.=) i have no idea why.. watch tv also can have headache..

very tired..haiz.. will sleep soon..

nites !

2008-12-27T21:03:00.003+08:00

hi!merry christmas!its late though =P i didn't blog for a long time..hahas.. a lot of things happened.. especially recently..

because of some complications, my house 'mao chu' le 4 more ppl.. they are actually my relatives lars..so like everyday like bacome very busy.. and daisy had to live in my father's warehouse.. T.T i missed her a lot even though i went there everyday..

and she's still on medication.. then mon and tues got dance camp then who feed her medicine? she won't eat unless force her lors..haiz..

ah! i havent finish my hmwks! die lers..

i am out of 'house arrest' as said by my father^o^..

i watched twilight with my auntie^^ but its not as nice as the book.. haiz..hahas.. she and another three female cousins are addicted to this bk..hahas..

went to hui yee's house yesterday.. nixon and jordon went over too.. 0.o?anyways, i got a ouran high 1000-piece puzzle from hui yee! lols! thanks lots!love it..i didnt play it for a long time and i like it^^

haiz.. school is starting soon! i dont want larhs DX the hols is like so short then last yr is like so super slow..

i hope the dance camp will go on smoothly..

byes i need to 'gan' hmwk lers :D

2008-11-24T14:22:00.002+08:00

Planetarium
Yuutsukuyo kaodasu kieteku kodomo no koe
Tooku tooku konosora no dokoka ni kimi ha irun darou
Natsu no owari ni futari de nukedashita kono kouen de mitsuketa
Ano seiza nandaka oboeteru?

Aenakutemo kioku wo tadotte onaji shiawase wo mitai nda
Ano kaori to tomo ni hanabi ga patto hiraku

Ikitai yo kimi no tokoro he ima sugu kakedashite ikitai yo
Makkura de nanimo mienai kowakutemo daijoubu
Kazoekirenai hoshizora ga ima mo zutto koko ni aru nda yo
Nakanai yo mukashi kimi to mita kirei na sora datta kara

Ano michi made hibiku kutsu no ne ga mimi ni nokoru
Ookina jibun no kage wo mitsumete omou no deshou
Chittomo kawaranai hazu nanoni setsunai kimochi fukurandeku
Donna ni omottatte kimi ha mou inai

Ikitai yo kimi no soba ni chiisakutemo chiisakutemo
Ichiban ni kimi ga suki da yo tsuyoku irareruNegai wo nagare boshi ni sotto tonaetemitakeredo
Nakanai yo todoku darou kirei na sora ni

Aenakutemo kioku wo tadotte onaji shiawase wo mitai nda
Ano kaori to tomo ni hanabi ga patto hiraku

Ikitai yo kimi no tokoro he chiisana te wo nigirishimete
Nakitai yo soreha soreha kireina sora datta
Negai wo nagare boshi ni sotto tonaete mitakeredo
Nakitai yo todokanai omoi wo kono sora ni

there's nothing much this few days.. and FYI, i am grounded until further notice, soo .. stop asking me!

Ja!

2008-11-19T22:40:00.002+08:00

okay! hey ya! i havent blog for a long time.. gomen ne? a lot of things happened recently... like, the ASEAN mock conference which i think its quite fun ( well, i didnt say anything..hahas.. i just helped Alvin with the speech..hehe..), the concert.. ( quite different from wat i expect)

i had been .. err.. watching dramas and reading manga so.. basically tat is one of the reasons why i am not blogging recently.. hehe.. *a bit guilty*

my god! i think hana yori dango is pretty nice.. kept on thinking abt it.. hahas.. the movie is quite nice too..^^ oh, btw the drawing sucks =.= sad to say though =P

ahem.. i officially declared tat.. i am grounded! i cant go anywhere not even the bbq.. i will try to convince them..

i think tat they really have boundless imagination.. and also OLD-FASHIONED!! MY GOD! this is the 21st century! wat are they thinking? cant the opp genders be friends? must it be couple or something?haiz.. anyway, tat day when they told me this, i was really angry.. somemore they go critisize my friends..wats wrong with them lars? my gosh!!i cant stand them..

well, i also, sad to say, i cant download window live messenger! i dont know why too! haiz.. so i am on ebuddy but i too lazy to sign in so ya.. i wont be online a lot recently.. n i cant only use the com in the morning till 12 nn n at 10 pm at night..

i really hope i can be NOT GROUNDED.. haiz..

see ya!

2008-11-02T18:32:00.002+08:00

just bored..

tat 'resignation box' XD hahas

nothing much .. just a lot of unhappy things happen within these few days..
see ya!

2008-10-29T21:48:00.003+08:00

tuesday was enjoyable! HAHAS ! i had fun.. --> watch high school musical 3-- its nice ! with the songs n the dances.. n i got a puppy soft toy(btw this is a first time my friend gave a soft toy to me)! hahas its cute.. Daisy like it ALOT, i'm serious she really does..anyway she really loves soft toys^^ .. it is a chew toy for her? just KIDDING~! hahas..

the ASEAN mock conference was pretty interesting n fun..except tat i didnt finish my research x.x

i got addicted to skip beat! .. yup i did.. oops tats bad..

the high school musical n skip beat make me think abt wat feelings do i have when i do this kind of thing tat kind of thing..like dancing, studying blah blah blah.. i didnt have an ans?ya .. acting is abt thinking in the character's perpective .. n as a student wat do i think? towards studying? wat is my goal? my objective?

recently i realised tat i man xi huan taking photographs.. editing photos n stuff.. will tat be part of my future?

okay, back to today>>

i am not in a gd mood.. i dont know why but i got this feeling tat my parents doesnt really care abt me esp my mom, dad? i am used to it lers.. but my mom suddenly wants to know abt my schedule n i told her so many times but still, she forgot.. watever? wats more i dont know why, she is always angry at me.. X__X recently..

cant be bothered..

i really like this song.. its stuck in my head after the youth rally.. its really really fun!

PRINCE OF PEACE
You are holy (You are holy)
You are mighty (You are mighty)
You are worthy (You are worthy)
Worthy of praise (Worthy of praise)

I will follow (I will follow)
I will listen (I will listen)
I will love You (I will love you)
All of my days (All of my days)

I will sing to (You're the lord of lords)
And worship (You're the king of kings)
The King who (You are mighty God)
Is worthy (Lord of everything)
I will love Him (You're emmanuel)
Adore Him (You're the Great I am)
I will bow down (You're the Prince of Peace)
before Him (Who is the lamb)
I will sing to (You're the living God
And worship (You're my saving grace)
The King who (You will reign forever)
Is worthy (You are acient of days)
I will love Him (You are Alpha Omega)
Adore Him (Beginning and End)
I will bow down (You're my Savior Messiah)
Before Him (Redeemer and friend)

You're my Prince of Peace
And I will live my life for You

*outside bracket--> guys sing
inside bracket--> girls sing

Quiz( tagged by amira XD)

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
ya,who wouldnt?Q.Q

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
hmm..depends if i really do like him xD( most probably not though,but I DONT LIKE AND LOVE YOU! XPP )

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
yes;except for hmwks esp. waking up earlyX.X and exams

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
hmm.. dont know wat to do.. maybe save some then some do investment, etc depends..XD

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
not tat kind of bgr love =P hahas.. no lars( if u are refering to bgr kind)

6.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
hmm.. i dont know leh.. maybe being loved bah :)

7.Will you forgive the person who had play around with your feelings?
maybe ? most likely no D:

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
will be super sad n discouraged? will wish him happiness ba.. most likely lors

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
YUP:D

10. What takes you down the fastest?
helplessness, the feeling of not being able to do anything..

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
working?happy?

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
parents;friends..and GOD! yup!

13. What is the most important thing in life?
living happily ;D with my friends n family

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
i dont know.. married but poor? i am not rich now also lors

15. What is your favourite colour?
hmm.. quite a lot ? black, pink XD

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
yes .. why not?:)

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
wah.. this is hard.. i will ask my friends? but most importantly, who i LOVE MOST!

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
yes; it will take some time if it is very serious..hahas

19. Will you confess to the person you like/love?
yes but it will take a lot of courage for me

20. 5 people I have tagged:
1)trinity
2)natalie
3)hui yee
4)chao ngin
5)wen zhen

2008-10-25T20:30:00.002+08:00

okay! i finally blog! after so long? hahas?

where should i start?
there's just too much to pen down
all the emotions and the things happened..
those things that passed through so fleetingly
that i thought that i am imagining them after experiencing them
but what convinced me
is the memories that resurfaced
and the 'scars' left behind

from the day i last blog till today
i can't really remember

suppressing the urge to blog every time
the emotions choked me
but i can't
partly because of the problems( the internet hates me) that i faced
and the other user
and also my incapability to arrange my thoughts
but now i shall blog a quick one
on what i remember..

exams over, and i dont feel happy partly cuz i know tat this is not the result i want and also tat i didnt try my best.

sure, i have stay up late at night studying but tats only a total of a few hours spent on tat subject including the days before the exam. but still i didnt do well.. well i didnt expect it to turn out well..

after A maths exam we went out, n went to tri's house. that day, i was quite tired but very happy.. partly cuz of the dead or alive 3 hahas it was fun! XD

went home with dou niu yao bu yao and some other dvds.. i watch fated to love you first though.. at first i thought the plot was stupid but it turn out pretty nice, really( i think i am watching it again? cuz i basically rushed through the series DX)then watch e mou zai shen bian( i watch the 1st disc then to the last 2 ep) then dou niu..

dou niu was very nice! some parts are funny n ya it cheers me up..hahas.. when i am angry, tired or sad, it never fails to cheer me up^^

as i said before, the internet got problem( the blue screen of death appears and qi si wo! and then it automatically restarts whenever i on java? or is it the flash player? i dont know! i havent settle the problem yet T_Tnow i scared of using the internet lors)so i am using mozilla which is wat my brother use..

somehow or rather i kept on running into troubles( though i dont think its my fault) on the net with his downloads, but i kept on getting scolded by him.. felt so wrong and angry n sad lors..haiz..

i got back my report book.. the results i expected stared back at me..haiz..
luckily my mom didnt scold me.. this hols i really have to buck up .. i saw the M & D training schedule--> haiz.. a lot of trainings

i joined the ASEAN mock conference thingy even though i dont really know wat is it abt but i hope to learn something out of it..i totally dont know anything abt ASEAN! i found out tat on 24/10 which is my birthday..haiz..

i got presents but i think the present tat i really want is to have fun with my friends.. but every year i dont have tat..ya yesterday was boring .. i went to johor and eat and everything cost abt $100+?but i dont really feel happy lors seriously..i got scolded yesterday somemore..

today, i didnt really do anything.. wanted to bake cookies but didnt lars.. didnt study.. doing some research later..oh i read skip beat!.. its pretty nice! hahas..

nothing much lars..just dont feel happy .. next wk got lots of things( i just sort out my schedule today^^)

haiz.. i go do research lers .. have a nice hols!

amira! ur quiz i next time then do ;D

2008-09-28T02:10:00.002+08:00

i had wanted to blog like a few days ago but i thought better not.. n here i am blogging.. ok

i manage my time properly for the english paper! hahas.. i feel happy for myself?0.o it sounds weird.. but yes i do..hahas..

hmm.. went for lunch with tri n her mom treated me! hahas..thankz! then went to buy the assessment bk.. but amk pop dont have then went with fiona( she called me) to J8 pop n got one..

she told me tat there is physics remedial ( i told my mom n she allows.. haiz.. sorry huiyee T_T)
then went to sch earlier? n went to the sch library n we almost slept(tired @.@)

went for the remedial ( although its meant for the vietnamese but in the end most of the ppl who turned up are non-vietnamese hahas..)

i realised tat mr ang can teach maths 0.o ..yes, instead of teaching physics he teach maths? but in the end we covered a little of physics

he is also very keipo! hahas.. ke lian de fiona .. i think all the teachers would know abt it..

went home.. had fun when going back? some ppl are very disgusting ! Q.Q eww..

wanted to study.. but in the end? 'play' with my brother? lols we had fun but .. i wasted 1 hour when i can use tat to study? )):

slept( i didnt watch D.G.M! DX too tired) n woke up at 7.50? the alarm didnt ring! OMG!!

soon after i received a call saying tat the remedial is postponed.. ok then went with fiona to study at amk library.. chao ngin joined us then nat.. n in the end we end up talking =.=then in the end the remedial today was cancelled!wat the?

afternoon i really go 'dead' hahas.. went home to sleep( didnt really sleep though) ..the best thing is i was thinking abt physics without knowing it at 6?( when i am 'sleeping')wat the? i think i am going crazy..

going to study now..

might upload some pics ..on my 'resignation box' i think its funny hahas..carrying the box n say, " i resigned."

exams.. haiz.. its something tat we cant avoid at this pt of time..
even if we did, there would be other tests waiting for us.. so there is no use escaping it

2008-09-18T20:55:00.010+08:00

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四川：眉山苏氏族谱一卷聚集地据有关史书及苏氏族谱记载，苏氏世居河内，先秦时有一支移居今湖南、湖北境内，一支移居东周洛阳，有名的有春秋时楚庄王有大夫苏从，战国时洛阳有苏秦、苏代、苏立三兄弟。西汉初，人；口充实关中，苏氏有一支迁至武功杜陵，后有一支迁至扶风平陵，均发展成为大族. 同时，西汉还有北海、桂阳等地的苏氏。武功苏氏还有一支于西晋末迁至襄阳，有一支移居蓝田；扶风苏氏有后裔在邯郸作官，并在当地安家，形成赵郡苏氏。

东晋十六国中原士族大举南迁时，苏氏有一批随之渡江，再江浙一带安家。唐代赵郡苏氏有一支移居四川；而河南苏氏曾两次向福建迁徙，一次是唐朝初年跟随陈政、陈元父子入闽开发漳州，一次是唐末随王潮入闽定居同安，发展成为大族。早期迁入湖南新化、安化梅山一带的苏氏称为梅山蛮，北宋时平定梅山蛮，苏氏有辛免者逃到今广西、广东、云南，也有逃到越南、老挝、泰国的。此后又有移居东南亚各国及欧美国家的苏姓。苏姓，是台湾的第二十四个大姓。追溯台湾苏姓之源，要从大陆的苏姓说起。对此，《姓纂》和《苏洵族谱》上均有详尽记载。苏氏的始祖随着王潮到福建开基的。开基祖名叫苏益，同安的苏姓人士，可能都是苏益的后代。台湾的苏姓来自福建。苏姓的移台，是开始于乾隆年间。桥东里，八里乡。历史名人苏曼殊：文学家。原名玄瑛。后为僧，号曼殊。广东香山人，留学日本，漫游南洋各地，能诗文，善于作画，精通英、法、日、梵诸文，曾任报刊翻译及学校教师。与柳亚子等人交往。参加南社。其诗多伤感情调，小说运用浅近文言描写爱情故事，表现出浓郁的颓废色彩。翻译过雨果、拜伦的作品。另有《梵文典》、《苏曼殊全集》。

苏洵：北宋散文家。字明允，眉州眉山人。深得欧阳修推誉。以文章闻名于世。曾任秘书省校书郎。主张抗击辽的攻掠，对大地主的土地兼并、政治特权很不满。由于文学上的成就被列为“唐宋八大家”之一。　
　

苏轼：北宋文学家。眉州眉山人。字子瞻，号东坡居士。苏洵的儿子。嘉佑进士。曾因反对王安石变法出为杭州通判，元丰二年又因作诗得罪朝廷而入狱。哲宗亲政时出任知州，其后多次被贬，元符三年病死于常州。与父洵弟辙称“三苏”。他写的文章挥洒畅达，因此他被称为“唐宋八大家”之一；他的诗雄放清新，与黄庭坚并称“苏黄”；他的词豪放，与辛弃疾合称“苏辛”。他的书法为宋四家之一。著有《东坡七集》、《东坡乐府》、《东坡易传》、《东坡书传》等。　　

苏辙：北宋散文家，眉州眉山人，字子由。嘉佑进士。与父洵兄轼称“三苏”。被称为“唐宋八大家”之一。政治态度与苏轼一致，文学上的成就不如其兄。　　

苏小妹：文学故事人物。相传为苏老泉女、东坡的小妹。聪明异常，在民间的许多小故事中都有她的出现。

苏林：外黄人，三国时魏大臣，博学多才，官至散骑常侍。

taken from: http://ks.cn.yahoo.com/question/1307010213487.html

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我是潮州人。

潮州话（Tiê-chiu-uē），亦称为潮語，汉语方言之一，乃闽南语的次方言，分佈于广东省东部的潮汕地区以及海外有华人的地区。英文称为 Teochew 或者 Chiuchow，是“潮州”两字的音译。潮州话一词受海内外潮人普遍认同，因其沿用至今已一千多年，词典、专著等学术性著作均以“潮州话”为准，近年出现“潮汕话”新名称，但部分人（主要是潮州市）反对以“潮汕话”命名，坚持使用“潮州话”名称。

分类

潮州话是七大汉语方言之一的闽南语之分支。正如其他汉语方言，潮州话究竟是语言或是方言，至今仍未有定论。然而，纯粹以语言学角度而言，潮州话以至整個闽南语可看作是独立的语言，因为它们与其他方言不能互相理解。根據Glossika[2]，潮州話與廈門方言互通程度為50.4%，與普通話為46.1%，與粵語則為43.5%。

但是，潮州话卻能与一些闽南语的次方言互通，尤其是漳州和泉州的閩台片，可能是因为位于邻近地区。潮州話和闽台片相交融的地区，方言兼具两者发音特色，如福建的诏安等。而且，潮州话也有多个种类，潮汕地区居民和海外侨民都操不同的潮州话，其语音有显著差别。
潮州话与闽台片的闽南语有许多相似的地方，但相互之间差别仍旧十分明显。其语法与闽台片相同，词汇也有高度对应，语音语调上则差异明显，纵然如此，彼此还算能基本沟通，潮闽人都能快速融入对方的语系里。

根据相似程度，潮州话大致可分为三类：

潮州类，包括潮州市（饶平）、汕头市（澄海、南澳）、揭阳市。

潮普类，包括汕头潮阳、揭阳普宁和惠来。

陆海丰类，包括汕尾市（陆丰和海丰）。

按照江河流域可以分为以下几种：

韩江流域语调；

练江流域语调；

榕江流域语调；

陆海丰区域语调。

历史和地理

现代潮州话源自古闽南语。潮州先人本来居住在中原一带。9至15世纪期间，为了逃避战乱，一些闽人往海边迁徙，到达福建莆田，定居一段时间之后，又集体向南迁徙到广东东部，即今潮汕地区。移民原因很可能是福建人口过剩。
由于地理隔绝，潮州话便逐渐发展为独立的方言。
潮州话源于潮州府，也就是其名称的由来，古代潮州府包括今潮州、汕头、揭阳、潮阳、普宁、潮安、饶平、惠来、澄海等。客家话地区大埔和丰顺都有说潮州話的居民。而饒平、陸豐、海豐等主要潮州話分佈區，也有說客家話的居民。

18至20世纪期间，潮州居民是移居东南亚的主要华人族群之一，故此潮州话成为海外华人的主要方言之一。因此，潮汕地區以外的華人社群，也有很多人操潮汕話。
其中，很多潮州人在泰国和柬埔寨定居，成为当地最大的华人族群。潮州人在香港、越南、马来西亚、新加坡和印尼（尤其是廖內省、北蘇門答臘省、南蘇門答臘省、西加里曼丹的坤甸和吉打邦）形成重要的少數族群。一些潮州人也在澳大利亚、新西兰、北美洲和欧洲居住，一些从潮州地区而来，一些则从东南亚而至。

可是，随着全球化的普及，潮州话的母语使用者逐渐减少。受到共同文化和传媒影响，很多原以潮州话为母语的新加坡华裔青少年，都转而说英语、华语和闽南语（与潮州话有些互通）。华语也渐渐取代潮州话，成为年轻人的母语。儘管如此，潮州话仍然是很多新加坡华人的母语，而潮州人也是新加坡华人第二大族群，仅次于闽南人。

文法与其他语言之关系

普通话

潮汕地区的小童，早在

幼稚园学习普通话。在进小学念书前，潮州话仍是主要教学语言，之後則只採用普通話。虽然当地学生仍以潮州话沟通。当地人大多都能明白普通话，不过年轻人对其理解一般；年长人士则不说普通话，因为以往学校以潮州话为教学语言。

潮州话母语使用者认为普通话的轻声最难掌握。另外，潮州話失去了齒齦鼻音[-n]的韻尾，故此潮州话使用者常常把普通话的该韵尾（聲母n）读成软腭鼻音[-ŋ]。
闽南語和其分支都跟中古汉语相同，不存在撮口呼（沒有前圓唇元音）、唇齿音及捲舌音。例如：閉前圓唇元音[y]誤讀成閉前不圓唇元音[i]；將普通話的清唇齒擦音[f]讀成清喉擦音[h]；将普通话声母zh[tʂ]、ch[tʂʰ]、sh[ʂ]和r[ʐ]分别读成[ts]、[tsʰ]、[s]和[z]。

客家話

由于潮安、饶平和揭阳接近北方的客家话地区，这些地区的一些人除了说潮州话，也说客家話。潮汕人与客家人经常接触，但有趣的是客家话对潮州话影响甚少。同样地，大埔和丰顺同为潮州话和客家话地区相交之处，也有一些人说潮州话，纵使客家话仍是最主要语言。

粤语

受到香港

电视剧和广州对广东省的影响，很多年轻潮州人即使不懂得说，也能夠明白粤语。

非汉语语言

潮州话早期受到南越国少数民族的影响。后来，很多潮州人移居到东南亚，故此泰语、高棉语、越南语和马来语等都影响潮州话在东南亚的发展。
潮州话文法与南方汉语方言相若，尤其是客家话和粤语。潮州话语句一般以主谓宾结构为主，有时配合小词就可变为主宾谓结构。

人称代词

潮州话的人称代词正如其他汉语方言，没有格之分，例如“我”[ua2]是第一人称，伊人[i1 naŋ5]指第三人称“他们”等。闽南语系正如一些北方方言，“我们”一词分为包括性和排除性。如果听话者都包括在内，就要使用包括性代词“俺”[naŋ]，否则就用“阮”[ŋ]。其他如粤语和客家话的南方方言并没有如此区别。

taken from : http://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E6%BD%AE%E6%B1%95%E8%AF%9D

2008-09-18T20:26:00.003+08:00

ok..

*sigh* exams are coming n i still got time to waste0.o? yea... tats sad..

recently this feeling struck me again n again .. like i am stuck in its shadow..

just feel depressed because of my inferiority..yea..

i think i am pretty extra.. going with them.. so dont ask me to go with u guys cause i just dont fit in,

i dont really understand physics! omg.. * demoralised* T__T nvm i will just practise..

sorry if i'm been irritating, been affecting urs( whoever) mood, troublesome.. n the list goes on..

i am going to jakarta tmrw! its seems so fast.. haiz.. like i am unprepared..

*sigh* ok.. now i will just focus on my studies..

i am going to blog abt tat chinese blog thing on my blog.. actually planning to blog it on a new blog.. but its pretty troublesome.. so ya.. gonna to do it on this..

2008-09-10T14:40:00.003+08:00

haiz.. today i am pretty pissed.. i think its all because of yesterday..

yesterday is the elearning day! horrible elearning! i hate it.. grr... 7 subjects.. its like wat the hell? why does the teacher think tat we would finish it all by one day?

And i cant view tat lesson package for chem n physics .. wat the ? haiz..

also,'thankz' alot..

today.. on the way to school, met nat , wasnt really happy though..because.. i shall elaborate..

we just received the timetable for eoy n its so close.. omg! how am i going to study? T.T

maths we do our own things n i settled my eng elearning n time slots for studying.. hope i can make it..

anyways, ya the two persons beside me realised it n moved away during emaths.. watever..

during emaths i am more pissed? cuz i dont know how to do( so i am angry with myself?0.o).. i wanted to ask other ppl but all i see was ppl doing n talking n so absorbed in their own things so forget it.. damn i hate it when i dont know how to do n need to know wat i dont know..

then, i realised tat i am very odd one out? i have a lot of flaws n these are sth tat i cant change? most of them anyways.. i realised tat i am very very slow, straight?cant turn, very irritating?, this n that.. there is a whole list.. i shouldnt even be in this class, so why am i here?

i am not gd in anything! tats wat i am so depressed? sad? abt.. even angry..

i can imagine u once again shaking ur head..

sometimes i am pissed off when u shake ur head n dont say anything..i dont know why u do tat! haiz..

ok i am a weird person..

oh ya.. i wont disturb u unnecessarily, not msg u, call u, or watever unnecessarily so dont worry abt it..

not in a gd mood recently.. so ya..

15 days to EOY!! counting down now.. T___T
dont push me away..i hate it when u
do tat..

2008-09-03T23:26:00.002+08:00

okays! ^^ everyting is resolved now! yea..hahas..

thankz nixon for helping..

n hui yee u too^^

haiz.. now on with my revision DX..

i hasnt really done anything ( as in revise) for the last few days larhs .. oh my gosh! next few days i will have to chiong? 0.o lols.. yea i will..

tmrw got m n d at 8.45am tats super early for me.. cuz recently i slept late T.T

friday also got ..haiz..

oh yea! i will be getting breaking dawn on fri ^^! hahas.. finally.. i can enjoy the bk n hopefully improve my eng..hahas

so sad larhs stephenie meyer's midnight sun partial draft leak out.. haiz.. pls continue the story.. edward's perpective is nicer lors >.< lols

i need to sleep lers tmrw still need to wake up early..

2008-09-02T23:17:00.003+08:00

haiz.. i am feeling a bit pissed right now.. i mean, what's with my mom? Now, all she wants me to do is to mark his assessment books, teach him and do everything about him! Its like what the? Don't I have a life of my own? Do i have to live my hols helping him as in look, my results are already so horrible.. I have to study, who do you think I am ?A superwoman that can handle evrytime ? NO! Definitely not! hello? i have a life of my own, just like everyone else..So what's your problem?! I told her I need to study during the hols and I don't have time to teach him, guess what she answered me? U know what, you are very selfish! (this is wat she told me , except of course in chinese) I am like what the? Now all u care is about him( i am not like jealous or anything its just that can't she speared a thought for me?), okay, his PLSE is coming n blah, blah,.. but do he relly treat it seriously? I don't know.. cuz.. he doesn't even listen when i explain to him his mistakes so its like a total waste of my time! then he go tell my mom he doesn't understand! I mean, if you don;t listen, u won't understand right? because of this n tat, u dont let me use the com .. everytime i have to say i got project of watever to use the com so its like can't i relax or wat?( i give up typing complete words)

haiz.. I really can't handle this kind of stuff, huh?

anyways, really larhs, when do you really care about me? you don't seem happy when i told you i got good results so sometimes i am thinking wats the point? wats the point of scoring well? sure its for myself, but a part of me wants recognition..

watever larhs..

"si guan chen zi ran"..

anyways, yesterday .. its a normal day blah blah blah..

at 5 pm , i said tat i need to use the com for some geog research n stuff, but again she dont allow because later my brother won't study.. then okays, i waited( mark his assessment, bath) until 7pm then i use it but not enough time.. then go for tution..

come back.. eat..

then use the com.. do n talk( cant think larhs!) until 1+am then slept at 2 ..

the next day.. woke up at 7.10am

do this n that, then was late for 20minutes

then do geog project in sch library..its pretty messy..

then huiyee came then nat..

we gave her presents n i gave her a very cute baby pooh! super cute!

then do project until noon, went to sushi shop n talk( hui yee went with them haiz,, watever)

go back do for a while more, then assign 'jobs'

go home..

once i open the door, i got nagging n blah, blah,blah.. she sure can talk a lot.before tat, she was daydreaming? its always like tat larhs dont know wat she thinking.. then the things push to me to do.. haiz.,

tat's why sometimes, i dont like to go home..

haiz..

i will handle my time properly n stay happy!! :DD
n forget abt all these unhappy things..

2008-08-31T19:33:00.004+08:00

yesterday..

wait a minute.. wat happened yesterday? i cant remember .. x__x oh my gosh!

nvm lets start with friday..

the teachers' day celebration was erms.. a bit boring.. esp the 60 seconds of talent( is it) ai ya .. watever its so boring..i think they sort of got force to go up n perform de lors..its late to say this but late is better than never..

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY to all teachers! thankz for teaching us n be patient with us! Thank you so much!!

then after everything, tri n i went to my class to collect some books n guess wat the door is locked! its lock wat the?

then went to the toilet n heard tat xue li is getting the class door key, just on time..

we waited waited n waited.. so in the end we went down to try to get the key too..

went to the general office.. n asked tat auntie for the key n the auntie gave me a 'no' straight in the face ! i was stunned %.% .. i was like wat the? why cant u give me the key damn it.. then we saw xue li with the key..

thank goodness! thankz u xue li! i wasted my time with the auntie talking crap..talk to her no use de..haiz.. so evil..

then we went to eat .. then go pop to buy the amaths assessment bk ( theres only 1 n its abit erms not new?)no choice larhs..then went to her house to study..end up haiz..talking?

anyways, i went home n do this n tat.. went on com n somehow or rather go to hui yees blog...

seems like its fun at jethro's house ..lols..

i found out tat my reactions r funny at times.. i dont even know larhs! omg! i dont even know myself..is it a good thing? i dont know..

yesterday..

i dont really know wat i did.. just tat i slept until 8+ then do this n tat until 9+ then went to sleep on adrian's bed until he chased me off at 12+ T.T haiz..

then study? i dont know how to do some questions then go into the state of being 'demoralised' n also solitary cuz no one talks to me! i was so bored ..haiz..

okays..

today..

went to church - mass then catechism ( was fun?wished the gab n angie 'surprise' happy teachers' day..lols.. the guys were so funny larhs..its so thoughtful of collin to asked the class to write a teachers' day msg to the catechists thanks you!! shared our thoughts abt the camp..)

went to bishan library to meet hui yee to see wat she bought n she told me tat she was alone but not! shes with him! hahas.. then my sandals strap broke it was so hard to walk ..T.T then tease her a bit.. its so fun! hahas.. i am evil? XDD

went home.. waste time.. then do this n that..

i think i would quit my amaths tution at the end of this year n english asap.. its not really helpful

sometimes i wonder if i would fade without ppl noticing

if ppl will care

if ppl care just because of wat i can do n not myself as in accept me as me

i dont know..

haiz..

Thank you lord for always being there for me, love me as who i am and not what i can do, accepting everything abt me.. help me not to doubt u in near future and continue to believe in you. Please guide me through my life, let your holy spirit be on me . Thank you for my friends my family and the people surrounding me. Please let people know that you will always be there for them and not forsake them. Amen.Lord,I offer this prayer to you in the name of the father and the son and the holy spirit. Amen.

2008-08-27T16:37:00.002+08:00

done lots n lots of filing today .. tats the worse esp maths n amaths cuz,.. theres TOO MUCH wkshts! spent like 1- 2 hours filing?

got back my chem paper .. so happy ^^ i nvr got marks like this for chem.. lols..nat n hui yee are so funny larhs ( betting on chem marks ) congratz nat^^ hui yee be careful XP lols

seconds,minutes,days, pass like nobody business ..
each passing day, each day closing to hols
just reminds of the exams
drawing closer and closer

people only start working when it comes to the due date..
when will they stop doing tat?

there is a empty stretch of road lying in front of me..
when will i walk it out?

lots of thoughts,questions are passing through my mind, when will they be clarified? when will they be answered?

0.o what am i writing? lols .. haiz .. just random thoughts

btw, i am not going to blog frequently, gonna mug D: exams are coming( jiayous!!)

a colourful post! XD

2008-08-26T19:56:00.002+08:00

*sigh* okays .. lets start from yesterday..

yesterday was so tiring! zzzz can sleep lers.. thankz ms ng who lessened the topics tested..then go home n do this do tat( find wkshts n file--spent 1 hour=.=) then feel very sleepy , almost slept while reading.. T.T alot larhs than dont understand..

in the end i decided to go for amaths tution partly because i dont really understand trigo( only remember: Amaths Sucks To the Core -->its the A.S.T.C those who do trigo u will know ) n partly because i want to buy some stuff to keep me awake .. anywway, wen zhen n i were dead when we went there n ms tan was like asking are your 2 ok? lols..

talk to wen zhen ya n shared some personal things..

go home , 11 pm study bio until 2 am .. i was so sleepy larhs then drank coffee in the middle n eat mentos( strong mint) n i woke up but then i cant sleep after tat..=.=

today bio n chinese test -- both die liaos..T.T

haiz.. going to buy assessment bks n do.. after i failed a maths( lost 7-8 marks to carelessness) i woke up .. i was so depressed larhs can do wat mr hiew always says ( can go n bang the wall alr) D:

tats it.. going to sleep .. super tired..

2008-08-24T17:31:00.002+08:00

erms.. those non-catholics can chose not to read this..

hi! i'm just back from CC3 camp! its so fun n it really strengthened my faith in God.

At first i dont really want to attend this CC3 camp, cuz it is in the middle of a school term n is during the time where we are busy with tests n all that n i am really glad tat i attended it ^^ I dont really spend time with God, the holy Trinity( not u tri^^) n this camp really allow my to spend time with them, really praise n worship them with all my heart n this time when weare called to receive the holy spirit, i felt ready( not like last yr, blur blur de) to receive him.. during the prayer session last night was really amazing, quite a lot of ppl open to him n got slain but i didnt .. i am lost at tat time, i was rocking to the front n to the back, going to fall, but i didnt ..
anyways i enjoyed it , first time i feel like i really need holy spirit^^ its great! hahas..
then unexpectedly or expectedly? i saw gab ho got slain its abit unbelievable? maybe not so cuz he's an autoboy after all .. he cried after he woke up n after a while he joined mark n jeremy( 3 stoned loners)

the 2nd day was really fun, except the morning.. they woke us up at 5.30am ( we dont have watches-conficated but the facils told us)then we were shouted, " MOVE!!" i woke up n blurred so everyone went out n to the carpark. a skit was shown to us -- a man was a follower of christ n stood up for his faith n two guys n one girl are non-believers of christ so there mock(+shout) him believing in God then push him, kick him .. its so real the actions i mean( it is real, they later told us tat he got a cut on his leg n hurt his shoulder).. its so scary.. then they brought us to the field( its wet)(with shouting of course).. i thought they are going to explain to us wat is it abt or maybe sent us to breakfast or maybe sleep..

theres this guy called colin who shouted at us , mocking us, calling us to stop believing in christ , questioning our faith. he shouted at us, so are yur followers of christ like steven( the one tat got hurt in the carpark for the skit), everybody says yes. He mocked us saying tat we are a bunch of fools n called the facils n catechists to tie our hands behind our backs n sit on the ground. he called out a list of names n asked if they believe in christ they said yes n was taken away. then they asked n asked questioning our faith with questions like " how can u believe in someone u cant see?!",why do u believe in him?!", " wat had he done for u?!"," how do u know tat he loves u , he is real?!", " wat is the holy trinity ?","wat will u do for him?ppl are saying that they could die for him. n they said:followers of christ like to die huuh?n started laughing"why we believe in bible?its written by man not god! " basically we explain they fight back. blah blah blah.. i am scared tat they would ask me n i dont know how to ans.. i got asked n i stand in front of everyone n answered his questions-- so i dont know, i was really scared .. then i ran 2 rounds.. then he question : why no one wants to stand up for their faith blah blah blah, he challenged us n a few ppl stood up for their faith( very brave) ..he saiid join us we will untie u u will get everything --good food, can sleep blah blah blah.. n theres actually a person who did tat (coward)its was raining n they mocked us by saying" pray to God to stop the rain, cant yur do tat?" we went inside then asked again.. we squat, stand, kneel n the carpark ground, ran 2 rounds around the carpark.. we were 'tortured' from 5.30~9.30am ..

went into a room then they show a skit again abt a guy getting beaten up because of his faith n then they went out n paul(catechist) asked"who will take his place on getting beaten up?" a guy went n another girl too(they also know tat they will not get beaten up larhs) .. some ppl said encouragement words to the guy who cant take it n he stayed in the end..its very touching ^^..

went to eat , then kim came n we talk, played n it was very fun..hahas.. kim was so funny larhs with her expressions n everything..hahas..

went to the hall n play some games, the catechist r super creative larhs..hahas.. theres games like : 2 guys make-up n then cat walk( its so funny XD), gel hair( side parting) then cat walk( gab ho cat walk quite funny), then 2 partners shampoo each other hair n walk to the end stop when the music stop n theres a bottle at the end n whoever who squeeze out as much foam win..hahas..there are others too..

the night one is the most amazing - heard tat confirmation camp would be better..^^ppl got slain( lost concious for a while then felt peaceful, cried, happy, n ppl who can speak tongues (brenda got tat^^ congratz!)

today, after breakfas n rest , theres the sharing session abt yesterday n then a learning sessions on the gifts of holy spirit.. then mass( dont know wat the priest is talking =.=)then go around giving sign of peace( hug hug, shake hand..)i hug larhs.. with quite a lot of ppl^^ ( friends n some the guys-- dont get any ideas!hahas)glad tat gab ho is ok anyway he seems ok when i wish him peace(hug him too)..hahas..

pack things, go home.. i hope it wouldnt end so fast T.T n why must it be in a sch term?! haiz..i learnt alot n had fun at the same time

the morning thing really strengthened my faith in God n its not tat bad just scaryT,T

gtg lers.. still need to study bio! omg! jiayous everyone!

see ya!

2008-08-21T22:01:00.004+08:00

erms.. today is a long day? hahas..

anyways i am working harder for my tests n everything? maybe because i just realised tat the EOY is like getting nearer n nearer Q.Q n i still dont know my facts!

okays *sigh*.. there are ppl who push me to do my work so thankz!^^tests too push me to study( thankz??)

i think my chem test is ok n my maths is like horrible?( directly opp. of nat) haiz..

i got 2 maths n music ppl beside me so like i am so odd one out? sometimes i am thinking tat they in some ways quite similar( for one they like to bully me so to get themselves entertained?T.T) okays larhs its not tat bad..^^they are quite entertaining at times n sometimes scary too( when pissed n angry?)

haiz.. cannot offend them? they are super evil(*whisper, whisper* esp hui yee) ..lols..

today got m n d at 4.30pm.. luckily its at 4.30 if not i die liaos cuz i forgot to bring my m n d stuff..

after m n d , desmond told me tat hui yee , natalie they all are waiting for me.. a bit surprised? n happy? yea.. but they end up bullying me..T.T

anyways, nth much can be done to my height right? its in my genes?hahas.. i got over it but dont say too much( might got pissed off hehes..)

then go home , make food for daisy, sweep floor sweep until halfway , cuz my mom lock her room door then i thought tat i would sweep her room n the kitchen later.. but later i end up getting nagged at me! haiz.. i already very tired lers then still nagged at me..

tmrw got compo test n then after sch need to go to the chinatown heritage centre n then 7.15 go for church camp.. i am havent really prepare yet.. hehes.. i am the last minute kind..hehehes..* guilty?* hahas..

is this text colour nice? 0.o i am getting abit sian of white colour DX

this is a small, round ( cute!) honeydew tat is planted by jiejie ika..hahas.. its imported from jakarta from her.. havent tried yet..XD dont bear to eat it lehs.. thank uu, jiejie ika !
♥s uu!

australian mango? i cant remember.. but is mango jiu dui lers^^..hahas.. very nice larhs.. like the marigold mango jelly de lowest jelly..arhs!.. wat am i saying ? i think nobody i understand wat i am talking abt..hahas,.. nvm..

tats it for today :D

2008-08-16T22:47:00.002+08:00

i will just do a quick one..

i pass my emaths test! thank godness.. i thought i will fail..

theres a chem remedial today.. thanks to it, i understand chemical calculation! hahas.. * happy*

then after tat stay in sch for a while cuz it was raining.. then go eat pratas with fiona they all n then go home..

play with daisy a while then read newspaper then i slept..

woke up less after sleeping for less than an hour * still want to sleep* haiz.. tired..

got scolded by father .. haiz.. after i woke up.. dont know why they both bad mood..sigh.. ur words are more hurtful than physical pain..do u know tat? it hurt so much tat i dont even feel the physical pain

then go to relative's house.. eat n bao cai kueh..very nice! ^^

hahas.. then watch olympics( is it spelled like tat?0.o) its quite nice.. ^^ esp the gymnastics de..

then go home n use com..actually finding my confirmation name from a list of saint names.. sigh.. dont know what to choose..

my life is like so chaotic .. i really must have time management..how i wished to .. maybe relax once in a while?

i'm going to my cousin's wedding on sep 19- sep 21 i think.. look forward to it! ^^ hehes..

nites .. going to sleep lers..

2008-08-14T22:11:00.003+08:00

today got bio o level SPA.. die lers! i dont know how to do the step 11( question actually) haiz.. hope mrs gan n ms ng lenient yi dian.. esp ms ng.. why did u offer to mark the whole class paper?! now we are all gonna to die lers..T.T

today also got mock physics SPA .. so sudden lars! i dont know how to do lehs.. T.T^ haiz.. mr ang ! why u didnt tell us..next wk also got another one.. luckily today no geog test if not die liaos.. thank uu ms lim! hahas.. sry hui yee! didnt go with ur to eat lunch cuz i am not hungry at all..

the reading( oral practice) today was horrible! D: i REALLY must practice n get over it.. haiz.. sry nat!

to nat hui yee ( i just say tgt kays?) : both of u,its over alr, just do better next time, kays.. natalie,n jiayous dont give up! natalie! where are the things u learnt from mindchamps?! hehes.. dont forget them.. XD

thankz fiona n nixon for teaching me physics..
thankz beautrice for teaching me how to make the heart but most likely i think i forgot lers..

haiz.. dont think too much.. go sleep lers .. nites!

2008-08-10T20:22:00.002+08:00

went for church..
meet with huiyee to go to bishan library to study ( half the time we were talking )
huiyeethankz for teaching me n sharing with me ^^
go home (chaos T.T)
fast forward>>>>
study ( watching animal planet actually)
look at the com n watching bleach then my bro says tat i wasted his time looking at it then watever i give back his time.. then with a triumphant look , he 'requested' for 10 mins so great i am left with 50 mins..he's happy obviously since he got extra time..
i learnt sth -- never go near to the com if u r using if not i will suffer
i am so angry larhs- i shouted ( hurt my throat: not worth it D: )n whacked the chair n wall with my belt occasionally hit myself ( maybe too angry until it doesnt hurt? 0.o)
i wonder if u ever feel ur concious pricking, u feeling guilty .. i highly doubt so..
then sweep the floor( why is it only me?! wat abt the others? really who will ? u wont right ? i grw older the more things u push to me to do .. am i ur maid in the near future?)
then USE COM ! so happy to use it! :D

hey are u mad at me? i feel like u r n avoiding me..haiz i'll get the ans from u tmrw..i am not annoyed with u anymore.. so sry!

tats all! XD

2008-08-08T21:16:00.002+08:00

hi!

long time didnt blog cuz My COM BROKE DOWN! T.T so sad.. hahas...

but it revived with the sound ! oh yea! hahas super happy! but everything is deleted .. the songs .. everything! arhs! kk at least i can use it again.. ^^

these two days were fun ! thank you! i really enjoyed myself n yur are really entertaining n i mean iT! hahas..now for the rest of my hols if u even considered tat =.=, i am going to study (hope so) haiz...

i got lots of tests next wk ! Q.Q OMG!

thank you( to fiona n co n nat n hui yee n tri! ) hehes..

2008-07-31T22:11:00.002+08:00

#%@&!

cant stand it! u cannot use then i also cannot use is it!? u r super SELFISh! who become ur ** will suffer because u r too possessive! u want ppl to suffer with u .. i feel like i hate u.. anyhow gao kuang! @#$%! who do u think u are? the king of the world?! no u r nth! a tiny being tt is not on the world map!

2008-07-30T17:36:00.002+08:00

hi! back again ..

最近, i am abit emotional , i dont know why.. i feel tat i cant do anything right, ya basically cant do anything..i feel tat i am irritating even i myself feel tat , cant believe tat rite? i feel like i am an eyesore to ppl .. omg! haiz.. i did alot of thinking during lessons ( n didnt listen) -_-.. i am so going to die.. nxt wk got a few tests n the topics tested are those tat i dont understand ..haiz.. today i go to see the horoscope, shi shun bian de..then it says:

You are feeling very sensitive and emotional today, which is probably in response to an encounter last night. Usually you are confidence itself when it comes to relationships, but today you are feeling very idealistic about the object of your affections. The notion that this person might be the one needs careful thought.

haiz.. 1st part is somehow correct but the rest, probably apply to the others..

goal for this wk: sleep more!XD hahas.. cuz very tired!

<< tats it for today >>

2008-07-28T17:12:00.002+08:00

scold me for wat?! everytime i got scolded, i did wat u want me to do then i get scolded ..u think i want to ?! wats ur problem.. i cant stand it u know?

haiz.. recently i had been like so pissed off larhs.. cant tolerate things.. sry if i offended anyone..really i dont mean it..

sometimes i dont even know wat i want wat i really wish.. when ppl ask me: " hey wat do u want for your b'day? " i will be like i dont know at that time i really dont know. i will be asking myself but i wouldnt get an ans.. i am weird .. ppl could just list it out but my mind just went blank..

2008-07-23T16:24:00.002+08:00

here again! hahas..

dont know wat to blog..cuz

today is a NORMAL sch day.. borring.. sleepy cuz todays raining..

reading gakuen alice now..hahas.. trying to study but then somehow like cant do it haiz..

haiz tmrw got mnd ...

2008-07-21T15:42:00.003+08:00

ermmss...theres nothing much today..juz tired.. its a usual sch day.. today is racial harmony day? i didnt know until theres the racial harmony day celebration hahas.. surprising the apollo got 2nd for the NE quiz tot they will be like deaad..hahas..then theres the performance by primary school kids they are adorable lors..hahas..then got some weird thing..go back class then NO BIO! tmrw got chi test .. i dont really understand the words lars die lers..

ciaoz!

-overcome your fears, surpass your likes, dont regret..

2008-07-20T19:39:00.005+08:00

today woke up then do the o lvl english in distinction ...then go to church for mass.. the songs are nice...but then when the priest say the homily i like very tired lers..but it is quite meaningful lars.. then go to the sexuality module- wonderfully made at around 12.45 nn at the church attic.. i went early then i read geog but cant get anything in so watever..we went into our grps since this is the second n last session . we prayed n sing the 'who am I' song its nice! XD everybody sings but i am not sure abt the guys cuz male n female seperate grps since this is a sensitive issue..then we talk abt the definition of love, diff between love n lust, freedom, sex..it is enriching .. then watch a few videos and we watch the father's love letter during lst session ..

can watch it at:http://fathersloveletter.com/fllpreviewlarge.html

i think tat this video is nice it sort of cause a stir in me..

we also watch the video on the creation of life n abortion last session.. the 1st was nice like its a miracle but the abortion is really cruel and disgusting..

this programme is fun as in it makes u think..arhs!havent study yet must study lers..T.T

i met 2 VJC girls but same age as me so clever lors manage to get in..then dont nid to go for o lvls..haizsz..byes.. go study lers..

"I am a unique person.
I am not perfect
but I choose to do
the best I can with
what I know at this point of time.
I am constantly improving,
and I can accept myself for who I am right now."

yea..@.@

"Create in me a clean heart, O God
and put a new and right spirit within me"

Psalm 51:10

Love Letter from GOD

My Child

You may not know me, but I know everything about you. Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up. Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways. Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in my image. Genesis 1:27
In me you live and move and have your being. Acts 17:28
For you are my offspring. Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived. Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation. Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book. Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live. Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made. Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb. Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born. Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me. John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love. 1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you. 1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father. 1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could. Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect father. Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand. James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs. Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love. Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore. Psalms 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing. Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you. Jeremiah 32:40
For you are my treasured possession. Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul. Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things. Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me. Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires. Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine. Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager. 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles. 2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you. Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart. Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes. Revelation 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth. Revelation 21:3-4
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus. John 17:23
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed. John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being. Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you. Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you. 1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love. Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me. 1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again. Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen. Luke 15:7
I have always been Father, and will always be Father. Ephesians 3:14-15
My question is…Will you be my child? John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you. Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad.

Almighty God

This really struck me esp the video .. do take a look at it =D

2008-07-19T14:32:00.003+08:00

today very early wake up around 6+ but then went back to slp again -_- si xin nan gai..hahas..then eat and start to do things..today got lots of things to do.. yesterday didnt watch d.gray man ..arhs! so sad.. my com also got problem cannot watch.. haiz..i want to eat cake!hahas.. i abit crazy one..hahas...now nid to do hmwk lers..D:arhs!got 3 tests nxt wk!die lers! then still nid to do wad o lvl distinction in english--as many pgs as possible like how many?!omg!how many am i going to do?tmrw still nid to go for the module from like 1pm to 6pm ?so long abit time consuming larhs..even though its is quite okay..but i no more time ler larhs.. ciaoz! go study lers! wish me luck? hahas..jkjk.. XD

2008-07-18T21:21:00.002+08:00

haiz..WHY do i have so many things to do?! really i must have better time management lors..my mom is like piling so many things for me to do lors..do this do tat llike i got all the time in the world like tat..D!haiz..today very tired go slp lers..

2008-07-18T18:06:00.003+08:00

today got eng summary test ..then didnt finish..i think fail lers larhs.watever..then after tat my hands are shaking lors..lols..then abit sad.. haiya..i dont know lars..weird weird de..like i cant do anything lors..the bio spa is quite entertaining ..hahas..the test-tube caught on fire then she freaked out..if its me i think i will also..but i think its very nice lehs.. do titration for chem spa.. very FUN! i want to do again.. lotd of hmwk today.. then next wk got 3 tests.. omg.....after chem then eat.. then go with peiyee to find the gardener to ans the qns for the survey to win some award for the sch..forgot the name lers..hahas..then go cybrary watch 1 litre of tears..haiz..go home .. then need to do hmwk ..sianz..

2008-07-17T22:33:00.002+08:00

haiz..very tired..hahas..today , some ppl slept in class during geog lesson..hahas..so funny..i also almost sleep larhs..very tired mahs..end late.. got m n d ..the discovery channel magz ppl didnt come lors .. even though they say in the paper..haiz..will they even come? the mr ali lesson more interesting than the ms chew one lors.. today learn pirowak, piko n do lots of turns..make my feet so pain n giddy..hahas..mr ali is more entertaining ..hahas..he very funny..i almost slpt during the eng compre test..i dont think i will do well lorhs.. then after tat is the ss test..tired.. luckily no physics spa..if not i dont have time to rest! daisy very cute!hahas..very tired ..go to slp lers..

THANKZ TRI!!

2008-07-15T19:27:00.002+08:00

juz back from m n d .. haiz.. very tired n abit hungry..juz now do wushu .. the time passes very slowly ..cuz it is SO BORING!lols.. still got lots of hmwk to do.. eng n ss ..all is i dont know how to do one lors..hope tmrw wouldbe a GREAT day!yea!hahas..a bit crazy even though i so tired..lols..thankz tri! XD

2008-07-12T22:36:00.001+08:00

haiz.. got lots of hmwk..actually is becuz i last min do..still need to read the youjin bk..so boring ..will slp wan lors..

2008-07-05T15:16:00.002+08:00

first post!hahas..